Agony

I found my diary always kept the things that made me agonizing. Why I couldn’t describe something that made me feel special or happy? Actually, most masterpieces of movies, music, paintings, books and other art usually created by the creators who had experienced a huge agony or want to resist something that make them scare.(ex: patriarch). My meaning was not that I will create masterpieces. I wrote this paragraph because I totally agree the phrase “Agony is the original of creature.”